sandraValerie

so as you know - i was fired from my old job - and tadada i’ve found a new one. its kinda strange - that all this happens sooooo fast! at the 21st of june the big argument between me and my old boss happened - and now its the 18th of july and i have already got a new contract as an junior art director in a pretty nice agency. it is not too big - but have quite a few big clients. the best thing is - i only have to work 24 hours a week and get payed the same as for my old job with 50 hrs / week. crazy huh?

anyway the BEST thing is that my week will look like this:

monday 8hrs work

tuesday 8 hrs

wednesday 4 hrs

thursday 4 hrs

>loooong weekend<

and i will get a student for the small works like moodboard research and stuff like that O.O and a brand new desk and a brand new apple to work -uhh i hope i will get a tablet too <3

but the REALLY great thing is: I CAN FINALLY SEARCH FOR AN APPRENTICESHIP!!! and since i will get my/our car back (my sister and i share a car and we switch every 6 months - but now she is moving to miami - and she will buy a cheap one over there instead for shipping our lausy old one from germany over the big ocean - and thats good for me - cause i get my carrr baaack) its even better - so i am not forced to only search in a certain small area. yesshh… so i hope to find someone who accept that i work on 2 full days a week to earn my money. but alex worked at the beginning for 3-4 days a weeks so i hope this will be fine…

i really start to REALLY think about tattooing someday. i always was like holding back something - cause i am just like this..i dont do that much research on something that i could eventually have - but if there is a big GO FOR IT GIRL! sign somewhere - i start to look for anything i can breathe in. so here we go - i think my friends will hate me in some weeks - cause i will only talk about tattoos. *sigh* lucky me - i have got my boyfriend who only talks about tattoos, metal and food - love it! so i will tell you what will happen!

hi ppl. its been a long while.

here some updates:

after a huge argument with my boss he fired me. i think he is loosing a jewel with me but its his choice and i feel kinda releaved. the psycho-terror was HUGE. and instead of just talking about changing something someday - i am forced to step forward.i wish all the ppl who try to get a job over here good luck to DONT get it. the guys i am working with did become somekind of a lil family to me - but my boss and i… i had the feeling he just got aggressive when he did hear my name. and there were just TOO much missunderstandings. the communication is AWFUL. but thats another big story to tell - i dont want to gossip around this topic. so now i have time until the beginning of september to find myself a new job. 

had a lot of job interviews yet and they told me they will call me within 2 weeks. but yesterday i’ve got the best one - it is a lil agency based in the “richer part” of duesseldorf. the corner of the city feels like notting hill a lil bit. all the old beautiful buildings and green is everywhere and the rhine river is near by. and the best part of it - it is halftime-job. i only would have to work 20hrs a week! i had some job interviews with very big names in the industry - which really were interested in me - but if this lil agency will call me, i would go there. just because i dont want to rise in this industry - i want to make tattoos and get an apprenticeship! and i think i could handle to get one if i finally start to look around for one with my portfolio. and this would be so great! i could earn more money than working on a café or at McD - for less of hours and can concentrate on fullfilling my dreams. sure i will earn a lil less but like i said i dont want to stick in this industry - and i am still young. i really will do almost ANYTHING to reach my goal. so i hope to get there with this opportunity. i mean - to be happy is my wish for my life - and this doesnt include working in the advertising industry. and for the moneypart..alex is earning more and more every month with tattooing so its fine. we can support eachother finally in some kind of equal way so i can take a step back from this responsibility.

so i havent got time the last past weeks at all. i worked for ages every day just to find some place to work. so we will see what happens.